Yeah I know what you mean, It's now 6 months post surgery and to be fair the Bicep doesn't look too bad, mainly due to training it indirectly during back workouts etc.
I've started to train biceps again, but to be honest its more of a token effort I'm using 10kg dumbells, and at the moment a max 17-12kb barbell, and frankly I'm sh*tting myself on every set.
The biggest problem is the 'imaginary' pains around the elbow that haunt you into thinking that things are
going to go 'ping' at any moment, even though common sense dictates differently...its unsettling to say the least!
But what can you do, sooner or later you have to get back in the saddle...
What I'm more worried about is a return to sports, I busted the tendon through a combination of too heavy lifting combined with damage done making a lazy-arsed tackle playing American Football last year (july 29th, I'll never forget it)
And the 2008 season is coming up soon, my team have just returned to practice and I've taken part in a
couple of sessions, but as you said fear of the bicep going again dominates everything you do.
Still as I said I'm happy with the repair so far, apart from one point that you shoud be aware of if you ever have to have a surgical repair...while repairing the bicep tendon there was a bit of nerve damage which now means that I cannot fully bend my thumb anymore...so in effect, if I make a fist my thumb sticks out beyound my balled up fingers ...so I guess training on ther heavy bag like I used to for cardio my well result in a broken thumb, luckily I've not tried it yet.
My surgeon says theres nothing that can be done, without opening up the area of the repair (and I tell you one thing for sure...that 'ain't happening) and besides I had to sign the consent form before my op
included in which is the discalaimer that there 'could' be nerve damage.
It's not too much of a concern, I guess at least I got my bicep back...and i hope to return to playing my sport in the coming months.
